Tuesday, January 29, 2008

911 Whats your emergency?

Help me up my friend
dust me off
feed me your warmth
you are my comfort

let me lean on you
until I can again stand
alone
I will then stand taller
and you will be proud
to have a friend
such as I.

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Limbo

my life has fallen down
around me before-
lots of times-
for lots of reasons-
usually other people.

and most of the time
I was fortunate enough
to have a large lump of
that life hit me on the
head and render me numb
to the pain and desolation
that followed.
and I survived
and I lived to Love again.

But This,
this slow erosion from below
or within
It's me falling down around my life
because you're still in that life
...but not really.
and you're out of that life
...but not quite

Thursday, January 17, 2008

Emotional Injury

the layers I have put
around the pain of
your going are thin.

I walk softly through
life, adding thickness
each day.

a thought or a feeling
of you cracks the surface.

a call to you
shatters it all.

I spend that night in death

and spin the first
layer of life
with the sunrise

Friday, January 11, 2008

I will Survive

I found
in you
a home

Your departure
left me
a Shelterless Victim
of a Major Disaster

I called the Red Cross
but they
refused to
send over
a nurse

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

Your Pond

Sad as a song
our eyes meet
like looking in a pond and
seeing your own reflection
hurt me deception
a bit of the story
i get parts that are pleasing
keep the rest for yourself
how important am I
my believing heart is low
tears of disapointment
my love means what
when the moon is full
stars shine blurry
through my eyes
no more

Monday, January 7, 2008

Our

A breeze of love
Gentle is a heart
Why could you want to leave
Only when you can live
Another night believing
Was for us together
We never like every dream
And all the past will take my fire